My whole adult life has appeared to be a season of waiting. Waiting for many small things and waiting for a few big things. For anyone who knows me, knows that I absolutely HATE waiting! I have never been one to pray for patience...it scares me. :) I guess because I feel like if I pray for it, I will be tested in that area even more and some days I just can't hardly take it.
Today happens to be one of those days. I am sick of being single and I am ready for God to send me the man that He has created for me. I don't want to rush that, AT ALL! I only want God's timing, but I want His timing RIGHT NOW! :) We live in such a "right now" society, that it is excrutiatingly hard when we have to wait for something we really want.
I know that God has a perfect plan for me and that I am called to "Be still" like Psalm 46:10 says, some days I just struggle with it a little more than others. So, I am called to WAIT...some days I will do this with grace and some days I will do this defiantly.
All in God's time and that is the only way I want it. It's just hard.
On a more positive note...I am overwelmed by God's goodness in providing me with my very own home! Thank you, Jesus.