I am in a stage of learning many many new things...about people, about myself and most importantly about our Savior Jesus. Some of the things I am learning are not always easy to swallow. I have been being shown that some relationships I have with friends are very toxic to me. So, learning how to step away from those friends is very difficult for me. The other day I actually had an ah ha moment! I was so concerned with what a person was going to say to me or think that I almost had a panic attack...now, that is just stupid! So, I realized...hey Jill, you have ZERO ZIP NO control over what happens in your life so, why do you keep trying to handle your own problems or issues...then I finally realized, ALL I have to do is ask our precious Jesus to take over the situation and the stresses and fears I have regarding that person or situation and He will take care of it, ALL! I am telling you, it felt like a huge weight was lifted off my back. I know this is not something that will just be gone and that it will definitely be a process but, what a glorious day it is to have ah ha moments with our Jesus!
I am also in a new bible study called "The Significant Woman" and I believe it is going to open my eyes big time! I have only had 1 session but it was amazing!
Thank you, Jesus for your love.grace.mercy.unconditional love.acceptance